This is my second attempt at this web site. The first one was “erased” after my web host (Yahoo) received a “complaint”. That is all they would tell me. I believe the ‘complainant’ was the NSA. This site contains only a faction of the material that was on the original. For reasons of my own I have spent years researching this subject  This is a work in progress . I will be adding to it as time permits. 

A melding of amorality and secret scientific research and operations was the foundation and set the values of the CIA. They seem to operate with no moral guidelines except the Machiavellian goal of winning by any means. They endlessly pursue scientific inquiry, financed by the cornucopia of public funding. They have grown in size, wealth, technological weaponry, propaganda abilities, and covert political power. This nation stands on the brink of reaping the sad fruit of secret government agencies functioning with neither moral foundation nor public oversight and control.  

OSS. The beginning

Space Cadet  (British Troops)

MI6 payouts over secret LSD tests

UK pays out for '50' LSD tests

Armor for the Inner Man (American Troops)


I recently spoke with the man who wrote the narrative and assembled the footage for "Armor for the Inner Man."  He told me the stream of bomblets was just stock footage and was meant to visualize BZ (quinuclidinyl benzilate) a super-hallucinogen, not LSD. (EA 1729) 2800 soldiers were given BZ


This photograph shows Dr. Harry L. Williams squirting LSD from a syringe into the mouth of Dr. Carl Pfeiffer (a CIA / MK-ULTRA consultant) at Emory University in Atlanta , Ga. in 1950. MK-ULTRA subproject MK-SEARCH provided $20,000 to $25,000 a year to Dr. Carl Pfeiffer. According to Dr. Eric Braverman (who will sell you products for achieving total health....a steal, literally, at only $34.00 a bottle) Dr. Carl Pfeiffer has expressed regret for the “experiments” he conducted on his patients (inmates of the Federal penitentiary in Atlanta and prisoners at the Bordentown reformatory) in that adverse affects arose years later. Considering the methodology illustrate in this photograph it is no wonder. Dr. Eric Braverman has gone on record stating that LSD research will lead to nowhere. Ram Dass was once shown a newspaper article entitled: LSD a trip to nowhere. Smiling he said:  "If you read it right, it says........ NOW HERE".  


CIA director Allen Dulles

Spawned from Operation Paperclip, MK-ULTRA was started by CIA director Allen Dulles in 1953.  Dulles was fired from the CIA by Kennedy in 1961 over Operation Northwoods, a proposed covert CIA operation aimed at gaining popular support for a war against Cuba. Dulles and Gottlieb had planed to dose Fidel Castro with LSD. Lyndon Johnson appointed Dulles to the position (1 of 7) to decide if Kennedy's assassination was a conspiracy or not. A man fired by Kennedy was part of the commission to prove if there was a conspiracy behind his murder.

Dr. Sidney Gottlieb

Gottiebs' experiments often took a sadistic bent. He was known to torture victims by locking them in sensory deprivation chambers while dosed on LSD, or to make recordings of psychiatric patients' therapy sessions and then play a tape loop of the patient's most self-degrading statement over and over through headphones after the patient had been restrained in a straightjacket and dosed with LSD. Gottlieb himself took LSD frequently, locking himself in his office and taking copious notes.  


    CIA Director Richard Helms

    "You've just got to trust us. We are honorable men."

Helms is the only CIA director convicted of lying to Congress over Central Intelligence Agency undercover activities. Fired in 1973 by Richard Nixon for not covering up Watergate, he was then sent to Iran as the U.S. ambassador where he continued to do what he did best, instructed the Shahs secret police (SAVAK) in interrogation torture tools and techniques. In 1977 he was sentenced to the maximum fine ($2000.00) and received a suspended two-year prison sentence. "I had sworn my oath to protect certain secrets... I didn't want to lie. I didn't want to mislead the Senate. I was simply trying to find a way though a difficult situation in which I found myself." Helms was proud of his conviction, and other agents admired him for it. Most of the MK-ULTRA records were deliberately destroyed in 1972 by order of Richard Helms.


Ira "Ike" Feldman

In this photograph former CIA / MK-ULTRA operative Ira "Ike" Feldman demonstrates how he dosed drinks with LSD when it was the U.S. government's ultimate weapon. Photo shot for a documentary film at "Billy's Topless" in NYC. “The LSD, that was just the tip of the iceberg. Write this down. Espionage. Assassinations. The study of prostitutes for clandestine use. That’s what I was doing when I worked for the CIA.”


Captain George Hunter White

“I was a very minor missionary, actually a heretic, but I toiled wholeheartedly in the vineyards because it was fun, fun, fun. Where else could a red-blooded American boy lie, kill, cheat, steal, rape, and pillage with the sanction and blessing of the All-Highest?”   CIA / MK-ULTRA operative Captain George White in a letter to Dr. Sidney Gottlieb  

Major General William Creasy

"If LSD or a related drug was administered to members of Congress, we could possibly have you dancing on the desks, or shouting Communist speeches." Creasy testifying before the House Committee on Science and Astronautics in 1959

Frank Olson

This is not an LSD drug-experiment story, as it was represented in 1975. This is a biological warfare story. Frank Olson did not die because he was an experimental guinea pig who experienced a “bad trip.”  He died because of concern that he would divulge information concerning a highly classified CIA terminal interrogation program called “ARTICHOKE” in the early 1950’s, and concerning the use of biological weapons by the United States in the Korean War. For 20 years the government lied to Olson's wife and family about the cause of his death. And they kept testing LSD on unsuspecting victims - of less-visible social standing than Frank Olson. Their fates, unlike Olson's, remain unknown.  

Aldous Huxley

"Those idiots (MK-ULTRAns) want to be Pavlovians; Pavlov never saw an animal in its natural state, only under duress. The 'scientific' LSD boys do the same with their subjects. No wonder they report psychotics."

MK-ULTRA was directly responsible for the wide underground availability of LSD, phencyclidine (PCP - also called "angel dust"), dimethyltryptamine (DMT), 2,5-dimethoxy-4-methylamphetamine (STP) and other powerful synthetic psychoactive drugs in the 1960s. In the early 1950s, the CIA and the Army had contacted Sandoz requesting several kilograms of LSD for use in the test program. Dr. Hofmann and Sandoz refused this request, so Director Dulles persuaded the Indianapolis-based pharmaceutical luminary Eli Lilly  to synthesize the drug contrary to existing international patent accords--making the US government and Eli Lilly the first illegal domestic manufacturers and distributors of LSD. It is interesting to note that Eli Lilly has made a fortune selling Prozac and other drugs that seem to counteract the psychotic symptoms similar to those produced by the unethical use of LSD.


Giving someone LSD while they're being tortured or lobotomized or electrocuted will tell you a lot about torture, lobotomies and electrocution; but nothing about LSD. 


                 Allen Memorial Institute             Verdun (now Douglas) Hospital    

Journey Into Madness

Dr. D. Ewen Cameron 

 The Memory Thief  

Dr. Cameron conducted unethical, unscientific, and inhumane mind control / brainwashing experiments for “MKULTRA”  in which patients were dosed with LSD, then given electro-shock, lobotomies, forced to lie naked in red light for eight hours a day for periods as long as eight months. Overheated in an electric cage until their body temperatures reached 102 degrees , prolonged sleep, (weeks to months at a time) and prolonged psychological isolation. Cameron sought to “depattern” and “re-program” the human mind. Dr. Cameron’s project received $64,242.44 in CIA funds. Cameron’s MK-ULTRA money ultimately came from the U.S. Department of Health, Education and Welfare and the U.S. Department of Defense; the funds were channeled by the CIA through a front group known as the Human Ecology Fund.You have to sit through a short weather report but it is worth the wait. "The Memory Thief" is a very disturbing documentary. 


Heinz Lehmann

While most accounts of infamous, abusive psychiatric experimentation in Canada have been attributed to Ewen Cameron alone, he was not alone, and close colleagues like Heinz Lehmann were intimately involved in mind control experiments and never held responsible. While Lehmann was lionized in psychiatric circles for supposed dedication to his patients, investigation reveals that several of them suffered horrific deaths during his experiments. Evidence also shows that Lehmann routinely ignored patients’ rights, medical ethics and drug side effects, and while hailed as a hero, this “doctor” did not even hold a valid medical license in Quebec for the 26 years during which most of his work was done. Lehmann’s contemporary drug experiments at Verdun ( Douglas ) hospital, some of which were fatal, have gone virtually without comment and the many nameless victims are now dead or lost to history.     


Partial list of “Researchers” that worked for MK-ULTRA 

Dr. Robert Hyde at Boston Psychopathic Hospital

Dr. Harold Abramson at Mt. Sinai Hospital and Columbia University in New York City

Dr. Carl Pfeiffer at the University of Illinois Medical School , Champaign-Urbana

Dr. Harris Isbell of the NIMH-sponsored Addiction Research Center in Lexington , Ky.

Dr. Louis Jolyon West at the University of Oklahoma , Stillwater

Dr. Harold Hodge at the University of Rochester (N.Y.)


Mary Pinchot Meyer & Cord Meyer Jr.

After her death, Mrs. Meyer's sister and brother-in-law said they saw the top CIA. counterintelligence officer, James J. Angleton, try to break into her home and take her diary. Some believe Mary was murdered by the CIA because her diary would have provided evidence that JFK took LSD several times. Not to cover-up the fact that she was his mistress. JFK had many mistresses. Mary was the only one that was murdered. Mary’s husband Cord was recruited by Allen Dulles. Cord was assistant deputy director of plans for the CIA. His department was known as the "Dirty Tricks Department"

Harry S. Truman

"I think that it was a mistake. And if I'd known what was going to happen, I never would have done it.... But it got out of hand.... Now as nearly as I can make out, those fellows in the CIA don't just report on wars and the like, they go out and make their own and there is nobody to keep track of what they are up to. They spend billions of dollars on stirring up trouble so they will have something to report on. They've become . . . it's become a government of all its own and all secret. They just don't have to report to anybody. . . The people have got a right to know what those birds are up to."


On the Senate floor, Senator Ted Kennedy said:

"The Deputy Director of the CIA revealed that over 30 universities and institutions were involved in an 'extensive testing and experimentation' program which included covert drug tests on unwitting citizens 'at all social levels, high and low, native Americans and foreign.' Several of these tests involved the administration of LSD to 'unwitting subjects in social situations.' At least one death, that of Dr. Olson, resulted from these activities. The Agency itself acknowledged that these tests made little scientific sense. The agents doing the monitoring were not qualified scientific observers."

This quote is from the Opening Remarks by Senator Ted Kennedy during the August 3, 1977 meeting of the U.S. Senate Select Committee On Intelligence, and Subcommittee On Health And Scientific Research of the Committee On Human Resources.  

1977 Senate MKULTRA Hearing

Declassified CIA / MKULTRA documents

Declassified CIA / MKULTRA documents

Ralph Metzner, Ph.D

"Ironically, and fortunately, it was the capacity of LSD to tap into the hidden mystical potentials of the human mind that ruined its applicability as a weapon of war.... The military was not prepared to have soldiers or espionage agents turn into mystics."   

LSD Folklore 

Not one child died or even required hospitalization as a result of exposure to the infamous Blue Star Tattoo.  LSD does not cause chromosome damage. No one ever stared at the Sun and became blind while on LSD. Dr. Norman M. Yoder, commissioner of the Office of the Blind in the Pennsylvania State Welfare Department,  invented the story in 1968 to  "Help discourage young people from taking street drugs." Incidentally, after being confronted about his deception, Dr. Yoder was suspended from his position as Commissioner, and checked himself into a psychiatric ward for a month, after which he permanently resigned his position. No Babysitter ever cooked a baby thinking it was a turkey wile on LSD. (Or hopefully at any other time! God who thinks up this shit) Diane Linkletter did not take LSD and kill herself. She had taken MDA. She did not jump out the window. She slipped off the balcony wile calling to her little dog vodka. It was a tragic accident not a young girl driven to suicide by LSD. Frank Olson did not die because he experienced a “bad trip” and jumped out a window. He was murdered by the CIA



Al Hubbard

Cary Grant

Cary Grant, who took LSD more than sixty times under the therapeutic auspices of Dr. Mortimer Hartmann and then Dr. Oscar Janiger, had this to say about his treatment in 1959:

"All my life, I've been searching for peace of mind. I'd explored yoga and hypnotism and made several attempts at mysticism. Nothing really seemed to give me what I wanted until this treatment."

"I have been born again. I have been through a psychiatric experience which has completely changed me. I was horrendous. I had to face things about myself which I never admitted, which I didn't know were there. Now I know that I hurt every woman I ever loved. I was an utter fake, a self-opinionated bore, a know-all who knew very little. I found I was hiding behind all kinds of defenses, hypocrisies and vanities. I had to get rid of them layer by layer. The moment when your conscious meets your subconscious is a hell of a wrench. With me there came a day when I saw the light."  

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Los Angeles, April 8, 1984- Former Pittsburgh Pirates' pitcher Dock Ellis was under the influence of LSD when he pitched a 1970 no-hitter against the San Diego Padres...The Pirates won the game, 2-0, although Ellis walked eight batters. It was the highpoint in the baseball career of one of the finer pitchers of his time, and arguably, one of the greatest achievements in the history of sports.

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Notable Quotations

I was walking on beautiful May morning. Suddenly I stopped and I had the feeling everything had changed. The woods was beautiful. I had the feeling that I now saw the woods as it really is. I had the feeling I would be included by it. I had a feeling of happiness I never had before. And this gave me the security that if you had open eyes you may see the world in a different way. I mean in you see it as it really is - wonderful...... 

I think the possibility to have psychedelic experience is inborn. These psychedelics - very similar compounds are in our brain. In all the compounds that you find in the plant kingdom, all these psychedelics are so closely related chemically to those brain factors which we already have.....

I believe that if people would learn to use LSD's vision-inducing capability more wisely, under suitable conditions, in medical practice and in conjunction with meditation, then in the future this problem child could become a wonder child.
Albert Hofmann Ph.D

For myself these experiences have been most strange; most awesome. And in their own way, amongst the most beautiful, in my life. A sense of spacious significance began to invest everything. Everything was brilliantly sharp and significant. If I fixed my attention on a flower, I felt I could spend all day contemplating it. Phrases such as "I've seen with the eye of the world, the new eye of the newborn on a new day sprang to my town, apparently without construction." A plain wooden chair was invested with chairiness no chair had ever for me before.
Dr. Humphry Osmond

...whereas the ordinary, everyday experience is, of course, absolutely essential most of the time, it is not the only possible experience. There are also other types of consciousness. which have, empirically, an enormous value and may help people to live less self-centred and more charitable lives, and more understanding lives. 
  Aldous Huxley  

The effect is somewhat like looking through a microscope. Suddenly when you look threw a microscope you discover that there is an invisible world around you that you hadn't known about. The same is true about the psychedelic drug. You are aware of processes that going on inside your own brain. You are aware of the exchange of energy going on between your sense organs and the ones around them that you weren't aware of before. 
 Timothy Leary

Psychedelics, used responsibly and with proper caution, would be for psychiatry what the microscope is for biology and medicine or the telescope is for astronomy.  
  Dr. Stanislav Grof

In the province of the mind, there are no limits.
John C. Lilly M.D.

Let us declare nature to be legitimate. All plants should be declared legal, and all animals for that matter. The notion of illegal plants and animals is obnoxious and ridiculous.
Terence McKenna

To be or not to be is not the question; to be is not to be.
Allan Watts

Be Here Now.
Ram Dass

This garden universe vibrates complete.
Some, we get a sound so sweet.
Vibrations reach on up to become light,
And then through gamma, out of sight.
Between the eyes and ears there lie
The sounds of color and the light of a sigh.
And to hear the sun, what a thing to believe,
But it's all around if we could but perceive.
To know ultra-violet, infra-red, and x-rays,
Beauty to find in so may ways.
Two notes of the chord, that's our full scope,
But to reach the chord is our life's hope.
And to name the chord is important to some,
So they give it a word, and the word is OM.
Graeme Edge

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